My soft soul is too human
for this animal pain
that rips like a ghost upstairs;
uninvited but present, wafting and cold.
It presses a silk hand over my eyes
and drives a silver knife between my ribs.
It kisses my white lips
and forces its’ breath down my throat.
I can cry and I can fall
but can I love with a heart of glass,
full of shards that find comfort
only when bathed in my blood?
My soft soul is too kind
to this animal pain
that preens like a priest at the altar;
promising redemption and forgiveness.
It folds me inside out
and blows, gentles as a Sunday, on my hair.
It speaks in rich tongues
and the only translation I can find is red on teeth.
I don’t bend and I don’t tremble
but instead, I collapse, with my glass heart
shattered like dew drops
on a spiders’ web.